Saw this on a profile.. it got me thinking… *sigh*

Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the grounds that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."  -unknown

cont... matt picked me up frum cerritos and we went to the swap meat.. haha my first ever!!.. lol i know that's sad.. but hey.. it was cool... we walked around fer a lil bit then i had to use the bathroom... eh.. not so inviting there.. so yah we leave.. went to his house so i can use the cr lol .. but yah and so he could get his work stuff... so we jas lounge and  watching tv...the house of mouse hehe.. soon enuf it was time to go..since he really had work at 4.. he was late.. eh oh well hehe.. so yah i have him drop me off at target where i meet up with diana and carlin.. diana had to get a bathing suit.. o mayn.. interesting hehe.. got some cute stuff fer myself.. but yah it was an adventure getting diana's bathing suit.. but it was cute so it was worth it...after leavin target...we went to ayas.. again.. to try the hot tub out for the second time.. hehe.. this time it worked!! i actually went in the pool pool until it got too cold.. so yah stayed int he tub fer a bit then got out.. showered and ste pasgetti.. yumm!!!.. we leave aya's and i meet up with matt mikee and denise at s&g.. supposedly they wanted to go swim.. but it didnt fall thru so went to go play pool... anson came and i poked his cripled leg.. hehe soree!! but yah denise and i kicked butt.. hehe  yahs.. after playing pool...matt took me home.. we jas sat and talked fer a while.. wierd.. its like we just takled about nothing.. not nothing but.. like ... just nothing..lol.. yah

so today i woke up not knowin if i was supposed to go in at 1045 or 1130.. so i call in to confirm that it was 1130 ...yay me... ok.. work was ok... i bussed tables today.. wow.. i love the bussers i appreciated them soooo much more.. its hard work mayn.. my back was hurting.. but yahs after work i ate then got dropped off by juan at school for my cpr class... that went ok.. class was at 6 but it ended at 7 bc the teacher's daughter was having a baby.. yahs.. matt picked me up then we went back to redrobin.. got my car.. got home to change then met back up with him and mikee and denise at mikee's.. again we were supposed to go swimming.. but yah fell thru so we ended up watching school of rock.. good movie .. so now im at home.. tired.. imma sleep soon... good night world...*muah*

woke up this morning  from a wierd dream but to text that jas made my day its ok dork i forgive u  you jas owe me chocolate now.. anway.. lagged getting ready.. i couldnt find sumthin to wear that i was comfortable in.. finally decided on jeans with brown n pink.. eh havent worn brown in a while.. so yah.. got ready and finally left to go to skool.. i was 30 min late for my last lecture.. eh its ok.. i need to get the notes  that ive missed tho.. its ok.. ill be fine i hope.. but yah got out of lecture and went straight for my car.. drove to BofA [on bellflower with the perverted security guard~eh] deposited a check that my mommy gave me hoping to straighten out the stoopid over draft fees that i have... so i get there i deposite the check.. payed my monthly bill to the credit card people.. oh! im not sure if i sed this already but i canceled my credit card.. omg the best thing ive done in a while i think... i canceled it and have set up a payment plan for it.. $11.57 a month fer a year.. its nice not having to worry bout it.. but at the same time. imma need one when school starts.. bleh.. ill figure it out.. anyway.. payed off the $11.57 ..then i decided to try and see if i could get the $96 in overdraft fees taken away.. so i talk to the teller guy and told him how the whole online banking thing screwed me over.. and *snap* just like that my fees were gone!.. woohoo!!! o mayne big sigh of relief.. all i had to pay was the $38 i overdrafted.. yay me!.. aaannndd i think i got myself that job and BofA set up for this summer.. all i need to do is turn in a resume by this friday.. omayn i hope i dont forget.. ok sumone remind me to turn one in..acutally to make one then turn it in by friday...so yah this summer's lookin pretty set for now.. work wise.. oh yah i fergot... i passed my server test!! yay me! so now im on the schedule to get trained in 2 to 3 weeks.. itll feel like forever but hey.. so this summer ill be serving at redrobin.. come n eat in my section! lol.. and im soree but i cant hook u guys up with free food.. lol.. so yah my plan if all pulls thru will be to be a banker in the day and a server at night or every other day.. shrug.. i hope to save money this summer and not just blow it all.. and hopefully ill have to time to relax and kick back.. and to spend time with friends.. sigh .. so yah.. we'll see..

school's almost over!!.. i have finals next week.. it went by soo fast.. gosh.. my first year of college is practically over.. wierd.. but yah kind of a reality check.. i need to figure out what imma do with my life.. i can't be stuck between teaching and nursing forever.. i need to pick one! aaaahhhh!!

anway.. after leaving the bank i met diana up at my house.. we left to get food from this place called "let's eat"  he ei thougt that was funny ok nm.. but yah.. bought food fer us and carlin.. i was trying to text sumone but nooo  u suck!! hehe but yah grubbed then went to class.. aww today was the last day of psych class.. i really liked that class.. sigh did a lot of conversing and closure type stuff.. but yahs some surprises came up.. not sure if they're good or bad.. uhm.. got out of class and met up with diana who was trying to cram for her next class.. highschool all over lol..  but yah so now im killing time while she's taking her test.. but yah.. imma go get picked up rite now till she gets out.. tmL <3honey

i have this feeling of being content..  it actually feels good.. *sigh*

::yawn:: kinda sleepy/tired rite now.. hrm.. woke up around 9ish? to gins phone call... "me n abby are comin"  i was so confused at this point bc me and dudu (to my understanding) were gonna visit them in la.. so we got it all straightened out.. they were coming down here.. so around 11ish dudu gets to my house and we jas end up watching maury... mory?? eh that talk show and tried to figure out how to do her hair fer carlins prom.. but yah abbers and gin showed up and we went on our way to get some food.. yummy!.. but guess where i ate ...again... L&L... its okae tho.. gin hardly has it and she was cravin it i guess.. so yah we grub then we left to go to southbay where diana was gonna get her nails done.. we dropped her off.. then me abbs and gin went to the delamo mall.. dang that mall was huge!.. gosh my feet hurt after a while.. it has almost every store.. we did a lil shopping  hehe.. got some cute glasses.. there werent any cute guys to look at today tho... well maybe that one guy from beyond the beach.. he was cute and all.. but his voice got annoying!.. LoL  btu yah gin got a beanie frum there.. yahs.. we leave after our journey accross only half the mall to go pick dudu up...traffic mayn but yah we get back to cerritos and decide to take the girls to cerritos mall.. i swear.. im there waaaay too f*in much... i work there.. i shop there.. i eat there.. blah.. hehe.. met up with carlin and matt .. saw ppL again.. a lil akwardness. but yahs.. shrug.. after grabbin hot dog on a stick mat n i went to best buy to look fer that dvd.. diana went w/ carlin... and abbers and gin went home.. me n dudu were supposed to go to er to gins and swim.. but it was getting late.. so we decided to postpone it.. but yah.. after finnally finding the dvd.. mat went home and i went to ayas where carlin and dudu were gonna meet up with me.. basically.. we attempted to enjoyt he hottub.. except for the fact that it wasnt hot.. it was cold!.. the heater wasnt functioning right.. so yah dropped that idea.. and went in and ate pasgetti and watched the laker game... o0oo0oweeeeeeh!! yay Lakers!!! hehe.. yah so now im tired .. im full.. im happy.. i might actually be content right now... a feeling that i havent felt in a while.. a feeling that i thought i had felt not too long ago.. but have come to realize that i was only fooling myself... sigh .. it's a very nice feeling...

well yah good night world... *muahz*

It is not the big moments in life

but the small ones that determine